You know the worst thing my father ever did to me? He convinced me it matters what people think of you. And the truth is, they never think quite enough. So from then I started living my life no matter what they thought. Even when they thought I was crazy and should take my liberal views and my pink shirt and move to another planet, I just had to laugh ’cause it’s not pink, it’s fuchsia!

从小到大,Dorian都生活在父亲的强权下,家庭对话不能提出相反意见,你需要做的是有创意的赞同父亲的观点。不过他爸也确实懂得诡辩,如果胆敢提出不同意见,马上会来一连环的问题把你堵回去。但毕竟Dorian是“不同”的,他挣扎过试图改变自己,即便有哥哥相助但有些东西不是自由控制的,和父亲的关系也只能越来越僵。但人就是这样,你越恨一个人反而会越来越像他,被压制太久不意味着就会善解人意。我其实不太清楚到底喜欢这部电影哪一点,但就是觉得看的挺舒服,有搞笑也有小温情,大概是因为看到Dorian越来越像他所痛恨的人,想起我有时也在不自觉的变成自己讨厌的人。还好是我现在还能意识到,不知道等到我意识不到了,是不是真的变成一个惹人厌的人。

Dorian Blues
Dorian Blues (2004)
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